I’m So Tired

I’m so tired of people and their idiotic thinking and tendencies.  I’m so tired of getting let down by people over and over again.  I’m so tired of trying to please everyone and everything.  I’m so tired of dealing with stupid rules that make no sense. 

I’m so tired of meaningless work.  I’m tired of being told I’m not doing things properly.  I’m so tired of being nice.  I’m so tired of not being able to invest the time that I have into something I want and am interested it.  I’m so tired of “bidding” my time. 

I’m so tired of this damn heat resulting in not enough sleep and a grumpy me the next day.  I’m so tired of getting nauseous on the bus and skytrain because its too hot.  I’m so tired of the office being constantly stuffy.  I’m so tired of my constant headaches from the heat. 

And mostly?  I’m so tired of feeling all of this constantly.   Will it ever go away?

I’m just so tired….