No Personality?

At our last General Assembly, we held an Executive Board panel so the general members can pose questions to our current board about their experience the past year.  One of the questions asked, was to name a quirk about someone else on the team.  No one could come up with anything for me.  Someone said that I liked to bake and was always bring things to meetings, but that is not really a quirk is it?

So do I really portray myself to have no personality?  I’m sure those that really know me well and list off a bunch of random things that most people don’t know.  Or maybe to these guys, I haven’t shown them enough about me and I don’t feel as comfortable doing so.

Or maybe all those years of me wanting to be “normal” has finally caught up – haha unlikely cause then that just brings up questions of what normal is and I’m pretttty sure that I’m not.  Plus I like my quirkiness.

I know at first I can be pretty shy and not show my true self, but I think I’ve gotten to know those guys enough that I am being myself.  Then again, we haven’t really had too much of an opportunity to really hang out together.  Most of the time I see them are during meeting settings when we’re suppose to be on track.

My biggest quirk is probably my OCDness and the need for everything to be perfect.  Maybe the fact that they couldn’t see that in me is a compliment.  I keep everything running behind the scenes and they just don’t notice.  Sigh I don’t know.  My personality is something I’ve been thinking about lately.  I need to find something to do outside of AIESEC and school – something else to be passionate about…

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